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Books
"Books are our friends."
A bad
grade-school assignment then.
A wry
joke now.
But I am comforted less each time I enter
this quiet room full of friends
who
speak but never listen?
This tells the story of a lady who dies
beneath a train; the ending never varies.
And
why in this is Wyckham more believable than Darcy?
Here, the whole Civil War in three volumes,
every skirmish, raid, and
crossing;
the mud, the blood, the shattered bone, and a girl
at home
baking bread, killed by a stray mini-ball.
In cadences, spare and fine, a poet speaks
of youth and love and loss
so perfectly
I can't forbid my tears.
Philip Larkin, Donald Justice, and Billy
Collins stand arm in arm with Housman, Dickinson,
and
the Romantics. When I am out, they trade ineffable
secrets
of the uncreated.
Here Sam Johnson labors, in poverty, ill-health,
and loneliness, to save
the
glorious tongue of Shakespeare, Doone, and Milton, 200 years
before
television wrecked it forever. A Harvard don has laid out the
London
sage psychologically like a dissected frog pinned open.
Sam
would have hated it; Boswell was a better friend.
A satire proves the Boomer Generation,
vain, inconstant, shallow, and foolish
beyond
a doubt. The laughter hurts a little...then a lot.
A brilliant atheist clarifies the six
great faiths.
A young
physicist exceeds the speed of light.
A pundit
reviews the century.
An aging
critic sits collected.
I can silence them all with a clap of
covers, yet there they stand with their
backs
turned. "Pearls before swine," they are thinking, but with a
tap
on the shoulder, they are ready to jabber on.
With friends like these, why should you
care for me at all?
My
friends, no doubt, are wiser, more articulate company.
And
who am I now anyway but a bad digest of them all?
You
are right to tire of me. Go. Be with your own friends.
I'll stay home alone and read.
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